Bitter Reflections

by BLACKWELL

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released February 13, 2014

Recorded, edited, mixed, and mastered by Bob Swanson at Mayhemeness Studios in Sacramento, CA.

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Track Name: Bitter Reflections
The beginning of the end has begun.
Drowning in my thoughts, overwhelmed by existence.
Nowhere to hide nowhere to run.
This is my descent into darkness.
Track Name: Strain
I'll be the first to say
Fuck what you think
Don't even speak to me society has made you blind to see
You'll never question anything
Ignorant mindless maniacal fake human being

You're the reason why I strain myself harder every day
To prove you wrong and show you that you're less then nothing
An imitation of a imitation
Rot into the earth

Mindless human being

Habits never change

It's impossible to hold in the fact that I'm enraged
You are the one who made me this way
Habits never change you will stay the same
Playing the guilty
And pointing the blame

You make me sick to the pit of my stomach
I'm so fucking sick

Of mother fuckers judging every single thing that I do
With no action to back themselves they're just like you

You'll never see
You'll never fucking see
You're just a page in the book
You're less then nothing to me
Track Name: Sanity
Breaking out of my cage
No one can stop me now
I'm running down my own path
No one to tell me how

So knuckle the fuck up If you stand in my way
Because I'm thirsty for blood and murder is running through my veins

Always been the one who was cast aside
No one in my life has ever stayed
I'm alone on this endless journey
Never finding my own destiny

Negative Mind
Negative thoughts
No one I can trust
Nowhere to rest my head

Breaking out of my cage
No one can stop me now
I'm running down my own path
No one to tell me how

So knuckle the fuck up If you stand in my way
Because I'm thirsty for blood and murder is running through my veins

The reaper is at my door and I am crying for help
But then I think to myself; there is more comfort in hell
So take me to a place where I can rest my head
Where all my thoughts are erased
And I will never see your fucking face again

Sanity
What the fuck does life even mean to me?
Track Name: False Claims
You threw me under the bus
You threw away all the trust I should've never had in you
It was all derived from lust
How could you?
I would've never guessed it
that you would throw me on the ground
stomp my face into the dirt

I wish you'd take, take it all away
all the weight you brought in my life is here to stay
How could you?
You threw me to the ground again
But I promise I'll recover and I'll never let you back

All you have now is false claims
I let you build your trust in me
Trust Fades
I can see you've led me to believe
You needed me
Now I am back up on my feet
Won't let you have my trust back
I'll show you no sympathy

Lust
Fake
Lies
Break

Trust; Never regained
Now these walls were built to never let you back in
That'll teach you not to fuck with my mind
I hope you see this in due time; You need me more than I need you
I'll never let you back in, I won't appease you
I hope you take the time to see I'm not who you thought you saw in me

Move
Track Name: Death Grip
Always stuck in a constant struggle
Can't seem to keep my vision straight
Always running from all my problems
And getting crushed by the world's weight

Never able to find a way to break this fucking cycle
It's driving me insane

I channel all of my hatred towards you
'Cause you're the one who fucked me up
I'll forget but I'll never forgive
Your actions turned me into a bitter human being
And I'll never be the same again

I guess I'll never know what the future has to show
Once I choke on the gun that you're shoving down my throat

Step down

I remember the days when I was
Young and free without a care in the world
Now I'm stuck in perpetual motion
Struggling to stay on my feet

All I have to say is I'm so happy you walked away
But you took a piece of me with you and I need it back

Confusion, Confusion I'll never see straight
I love you I loathe you I need fucking closure
Confusion, Confusion I'll never see straight
Can't keep my composure I need fucking closure

I need this closure
Can't seem to keep my composure
I was stabbed in the back after pulling you closer
Leave me on my own to die and rot with the memories
You permanently embedded in my brain
Track Name: Black Well
I'm fucking bitter but I'm better than before
That doesn't change the facts
I'm always wanting more

There's a demon watching over me
Now I'm blind to see what's right in front of me
I'd love to feel something real again
But it's hard to feel anything when all I feel is dead

All I feel is dead

Dead skin, dead bones, dead mind
I can't see anything I'm going fucking blind
I may be dead but I can't even tell
There's nothing left for me here i'd rather be in hell

I'm dead in the dirt and I don't give a fuck

Dead skin, dead bones, dead mind
I can't see anything I'm going fucking blind
I may be dead but I can't even tell
There's nothing left for me here i'd rather be in hell