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Bitter Reflections

by BLACKWELL

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The beginning of the end has begun. Drowning in my thoughts, overwhelmed by existence. Nowhere to hide nowhere to run. This is my descent into darkness.
2.
Strain 01:59
I'll be the first to say Fuck what you think Don't even speak to me society has made you blind to see You'll never question anything Ignorant mindless maniacal fake human being You're the reason why I strain myself harder every day To prove you wrong and show you that you're less then nothing An imitation of a imitation Rot into the earth Mindless human being Habits never change It's impossible to hold in the fact that I'm enraged You are the one who made me this way Habits never change you will stay the same Playing the guilty And pointing the blame You make me sick to the pit of my stomach I'm so fucking sick Of mother fuckers judging every single thing that I do With no action to back themselves they're just like you You'll never see You'll never fucking see You're just a page in the book You're less then nothing to me
3.
Sanity 02:35
Breaking out of my cage No one can stop me now I'm running down my own path No one to tell me how So knuckle the fuck up If you stand in my way Because I'm thirsty for blood and murder is running through my veins Always been the one who was cast aside No one in my life has ever stayed I'm alone on this endless journey Never finding my own destiny Negative Mind Negative thoughts No one I can trust Nowhere to rest my head Breaking out of my cage No one can stop me now I'm running down my own path No one to tell me how So knuckle the fuck up If you stand in my way Because I'm thirsty for blood and murder is running through my veins The reaper is at my door and I am crying for help But then I think to myself; there is more comfort in hell So take me to a place where I can rest my head Where all my thoughts are erased And I will never see your fucking face again Sanity What the fuck does life even mean to me?
4.
False Claims 02:27
You threw me under the bus You threw away all the trust I should've never had in you It was all derived from lust How could you? I would've never guessed it that you would throw me on the ground stomp my face into the dirt I wish you'd take, take it all away all the weight you brought in my life is here to stay How could you? You threw me to the ground again But I promise I'll recover and I'll never let you back All you have now is false claims I let you build your trust in me Trust Fades I can see you've led me to believe You needed me Now I am back up on my feet Won't let you have my trust back I'll show you no sympathy Lust Fake Lies Break Trust; Never regained Now these walls were built to never let you back in That'll teach you not to fuck with my mind I hope you see this in due time; You need me more than I need you I'll never let you back in, I won't appease you I hope you take the time to see I'm not who you thought you saw in me Move
5.
Death Grip 02:48
Always stuck in a constant struggle Can't seem to keep my vision straight Always running from all my problems And getting crushed by the world's weight Never able to find a way to break this fucking cycle It's driving me insane I channel all of my hatred towards you 'Cause you're the one who fucked me up I'll forget but I'll never forgive Your actions turned me into a bitter human being And I'll never be the same again I guess I'll never know what the future has to show Once I choke on the gun that you're shoving down my throat Step down I remember the days when I was Young and free without a care in the world Now I'm stuck in perpetual motion Struggling to stay on my feet All I have to say is I'm so happy you walked away But you took a piece of me with you and I need it back Confusion, Confusion I'll never see straight I love you I loathe you I need fucking closure Confusion, Confusion I'll never see straight Can't keep my composure I need fucking closure I need this closure Can't seem to keep my composure I was stabbed in the back after pulling you closer Leave me on my own to die and rot with the memories You permanently embedded in my brain
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Black Well 03:00
I'm fucking bitter but I'm better than before That doesn't change the facts I'm always wanting more There's a demon watching over me Now I'm blind to see what's right in front of me I'd love to feel something real again But it's hard to feel anything when all I feel is dead All I feel is dead Dead skin, dead bones, dead mind I can't see anything I'm going fucking blind I may be dead but I can't even tell There's nothing left for me here i'd rather be in hell I'm dead in the dirt and I don't give a fuck Dead skin, dead bones, dead mind I can't see anything I'm going fucking blind I may be dead but I can't even tell There's nothing left for me here i'd rather be in hell

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released February 13, 2014

Recorded, edited, mixed, and mastered by Bob Swanson at Mayhemeness Studios in Sacramento, CA.

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